Saturday, May 16, 2015
Ugh, I hate this. This canker sore I have right now has been lasting for two weeks. It hurts really bad. It was just two spots on the inside of my lips but now it spread to a triangle. I don't remember canker sores hurting this bad, growing this big, and lasting this long before. In the past when I was younger, I used to have them on either side of my mouth, on my tongue, and they used to just last a few days but now, I've been having them randomly on the inside of my lips and it lasts for some weeks. It makes it hard for me to eat. Having this painful canker sore makes feel like I don't want to do anything. I can't talk or move my lips or it will really hurt. Even having my lips touch makes it hurt. I looked up treatments for canker sores and there's no treatment for it. Most websites just say that it eventually goes away. I try not to think about it because if I do, the more it hurts. But then again, I can't do anything without feeling the pain. Sighs. It just sucks. Sorry, just felt like venting. It hurts really bad that I feel like crying.
Wednesday, April 22, 2015
Sorry it's been a year since I've last posted. Life has just been crazy. I'm trying to get my life together and pick up the pieces. Again. I know. I fall so many times before I get up. It's hard. It's gonna be a long time when I finally get to where I want. It's not gonna be easy but it's my life and my journey. My time will come. Even if it takes a long time.