Thursday, November 7, 2013
Ok so, I KNOW that compared to me and my siblings, I'm not the brightest and the smartest. Or any good "ests". Well, for one, all my siblings are older than me and know so much more. They're more mature and responsible. They have more experience. Pretty much, they're every "good-darn-thing-in-the-book" that I'm not. Me, on thee other hand, I don't even know what I am. I'm the odd one out. The "abnormal" one who no one seems really get or understand. I'm difficult to deal with and stubborn, I admit. I will never, ever be like my siblings. No where as great as they are. They're great role models. What more can you ask for. They're perfect. How the hell did I ever get born into such a perfect extroverted family? Sometimes I wonder what it'd be like if I wasn't born into the family I have now. Not in a suicidal way but in a curious way. What if I wasn't a twin? What if my twin was twinless? Pft, she's the amazing successful twin and I'm the failure twin. No where near or close to her. *sighs* Sometimes I think to myself. My family would be so much better without me. I mean, they're so high up and I'm deep low in the ground of no where. If that makes any sense. Me being an introvert in an extroverted family really makes me the odd one out.